Friday, February 4, 2011

I don't know what I should title this post.

I have had a lot of great things happen to me since the last time I posted but at the moment I am extremely frustrated with the way the day has gone! why do I always seem to post on my blogger when I'm frustrated about something? I was gonna write about spreading the gospel and that I talked to a stranger for a while about Jesus last night, but nope! I'd rather have a vent sesh about how I had one of the worst days ever at work today. Im not gonna go into details about it, but long story short it feels as though I have been trying my best all day at my job and after everything is said and done, at the end of the day the only thing I managed to do was to have people get fed up with me. That's it! I would understand why my co-workers would be upset with me if the reason for their "fed-up-ness" was because of lack of effort on my part. I would understand if I had ill intentions, wrong motives in my heart, or if deep down inside I full well knew I was being lazy. I was doing my best all day and it just never seemed good enough to anyone. Tomorrow I will probably apologize for making you all read this dumb post, but this is just coming from a place of frustration right now. 

I'm just gonna go pray or something right now.


  1. I applaud the honesty good sir. Just remember to not grow weary in doing good. The Devil is just trying to steal the joy you had all week. Don't let him! Stomp on his head. (We are allowed to do that, Jesus already did it. He used His heel)

  2. Really good discernment Frank. Nick, I think he's right. Sucks nonetheless.

  3. Nick, you rock for being honest! And an hour after you wrote this, you sent me scripture. That will placate and frustrating day. Way to be honest, I know you'll bounce back. See you tomorrow!

  4. You know the cool thing though is that none of us mind venting. We all do it. And we are here for one another, and so seeing your honesty can only helps us know what to pray for and find ways to connect and share similar stories.

  5. You are good enough. I feel this worthlessness way too much some days, please do not count it dumb to share your emotions in this moment. It is encouraging to know that I am not alone. And God's got us where he wants us.

    Truth: None of us mind venting. :)

  6. I know it's been a few days since you posted this but looking at your circumstance it reminded me of the poem Darin shared at a service a few weeks ago :: Here is a piece of it

    When your good is evil spoken of,
    when your wishes are misunderstood
    your advise disregarded, your opinions
    ridiculed, and you refuse to let anger
    rise in your heart, or even defend
    yourself, but take it all in patient, loving silence,
    That is dying to self..

    It's encouraging to look at our circumstances in the light of Jesus and how they are incorporated into this amazing narrative of our lives being lived for Him.

    and so here for any other vent session you may need down the road.

  7. dude i wanna hear about that Jesus talk ha